Thursday, May 31, 2007

Name your poison

Which one do I want? Seem silly, doesn't it? Taking a sugar pill for 3 and a half years. Today I get the Tolvaptan, or not. I should know within 24 hours whether it is the real deal. I'm somewhat grateful that this drug's side effects are visceral, I really hate not knowing. When I was a kid I used to unwrap my Christmas present (I knew where Mom hid them) just because I couldn't stand the suspense. This should bring rounds of peeing and ridiculous thirst, or not.
But which one do I want? I really can't answer that. Seems enough right now just to participate, be close to the heat. I actually feel like I'm doing something to fight this disease and that is the gift.

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